Hating someone

I don’t blame anyone apart from me…
Last night after messing stuff up again, I wanted to give up. I’m sick a tired of someone to the point I can’t stand them…that isn’t me.

The hatred I have towards them is unreal, there smell, there way with words, every associated with them I absolutely hate with a passion just their name is enough.

I watch them upset someone special to me, stupid things but it’s enough to maker that special one annoyed upset and hate this person too, she’s lovely though and says she doesn’t but he knows that we both hate him, not number one in anboodys life because the way he fails so all the time, now I know this is terrible to we should support this person but there is only so much guidance until you realise there just pathetic, the look of them, there social media input, the car they drive if I see another I’m like grrrrr reminds me of him, certainly places associated with them it makes me angry, I wanna see them suffer for being so useless to everyone else.

I got asked what do you wanna do, I said I could and want to kill them…..but the problem is this person I hate, it’s me!!
So how do you get rid of you, out of your own life?