When two people are so a like, issues don’t always get fixed.
Right now two people who once Upon a time are making each other sad. It seems so simple to just say it’s easy wave goodbye and walk away.
This isn’t easy, maybe it’s more me that making this pro long or even more difficult. But it’s not through choice I can’t help the fact I loved her or that I still care every single second of every single day.
Now I understand I was wrong to say me and my family were used, but we feel that way everyone is entitle to change there feelings or want a new start or what ever it might be. But when you have been through such a traumatic experience together not just as a couple but also a part of each other’s family’s, it would have been better to talk about it. But unfortunately at the time talking should have been done her illness was at it’s worse.
The more it continues the more I didn’t understand I still don’t, to go from loving me one day talking about marriage to never talking to me again…it’s just so extreme and doesn’t make sense.
But now my confusion causes her pain this pain causes more hate and this hate well it hurts me.
But like wise she is aware that her dating hurts me, her telling the world she was never loved before hurts me, saying she msgs people from the past just not me that hurts me.
This is all because I was heart broken confused and upset.
I never imagined she would hold this kinda grudge over me, I imagined what we had been through was more important then my mistake of being upset.
I know longer live a normal life, this girl affects me everyday in every blog and she knows she’s destroying me. I can’t unfollow her because it would kill me to not know how she’s getting onn.
I don’t want to get back together I don’t know what I want. But for two people who share some incredible memories I don’t care what she thinks ATM we really do, it shouldn’t be like this.
I’m just a guy who’s had his life turned upside down, I’m broken hearted, I’m confused and saddened by it all. This was caused by anorexia not anybody.
I just want the horrible stuff to stop the digs everything.
I am from the bottom of my heart sorry for everything, I just want this to stop 😢
This has been the worst experience of my life and I’m not allowed to show it because I have no right as she’s ill. But this is beyound tough not the breakup but the way you wanna punish me 😢 I never did anything wrong but say I feel used.
🏳🏳🏳🏳🏳 the white flags are there I mean no harm I mean no hurt.
I’m just sad for your illness and confused.
Heartbreak is like losing someone to death it’s a grieving process, I have never had to experience this about anyone who’s been so important to me.
So I’m trying to learn it I really am…I’m just so sorry I’m failing.
I mean no harm..
I am sorry