I want to make a public plea
My name is Jamie Brian Lane and I am sorry I apologise to Aimee my other half who split up with me last week. I was completely and utterly stupid, ridiculous why I think it is acceptable to accuse you of X Y and Z is not on. My reaction love fulled or what ever reason is not what you do to your loved one, I am fully aware of my actions and do not condemn my behaviour in any shape or form.
I do not deserve any type of acceptance from you and maybe don’t deserve forgiveness.
How ever, my love for you is so very strong so very strong, the way we are as a couple is indescribable the bond we have and the relationship we live is like no other the way in which we just fit we interlock we are perfection. But we try to hard, we try to quick and we needed to try a different approach a different tactic, we have the potential to live our dreams and we can if we went back to basics or just lived as a different type of couple for a bit. I know this now, just wish I did last week. This time last week I shared two of the best days of I have had ever with this girl, me an my best friend we are so good, picnic in the park a long walk by the river with an ice cream followed by a stunning dinner she made, then we followed that by a day at the sea side playing silly games and winning prizes with our 2ps then enjoying lunch and playing crazy golf like the crazy couple we are singing and dancing round the course but most of all we began planning our next step she was about to move in to mine half a week to begin her career she was ready to have a key she in my life and now for ever. This is a life I can never recreate with anyone else.
Wednesday last week, I don’t think il ever know properly what happened that day, Miss interpretation of each other’s moods and worrying to much about the other broke us up then what followed was pure stupidity and desperation from a man who didn’t want to lose his perfect girlfriend.
I hold my hands up to my mistake and will get some help to tackle my reaction to bad news what ever I have to do to show I’m willing and sorry.
Right now two people sit alone miles away broken hearted and missing each other so much, in a life that is so short and every day is getting smaller this shouldn’t be the situation we are in.
I plead with you Aimee, to dig down in your heart and don’t throw away your man, his hurting from the loss and more so for his stupidity. His not perfect his an abso idiot tbh his a massive geek and a bit of a loser but his love for you is not fake is not stupid. I just need to sort my reaction out to loss that’s all and wish that as a couple we could do stuff differently.
If you read this Aimee, I want to marry you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you I want to begin a family with you and most of all I wanna share the adventure of life with my best friend.
Please think about it and know I’m here if you change your mind.
I don’t expect to ever see or hear from her again. But I can’t not try when I love her so much.
I’m sorry for everyone for the rather large pubic display of my love, but I’d shout it from the roof tops if I had too.