Why this happening : ( what do I believe I don’t understand.
Iv been told she doesn’t hate me but then Iv been told that’s just guilt when I fact she has too.
Then been informed she’s forgiving her ex for same as what I did so I can’t of meant anything to her perhaps that’s why she hates me.
I don’t wanna believe this rubbish but why can’t I stop my self agreeing : (
I literally have zero persons to tell any of this too literally no one at all.
All a sudden though I’m making a mess of life, considering stupid things on my commute to work that’s before I read my msgs. Now I’m here in my hotel alone, I just don’t no what to do or anything I’m sat in the bar all alone drinking, I need this nightmare to be over.
That nightmare is my life
