I don’t no what to Blog.
Earlier today I sat and thought 15:00 Sunday, this time last week I nervous, shaking to see her. I had the quickest yet best 2 an half hours. We rekindled our love in a second.
This week, I remain in bed still paying for my mistake Friday my body is very delicate. An I just can’t talk to anyone my mum is getting angry but I don’t wanna talk.
I will go and see my doctor tomorrow and get some help to stop me wanting to punish myself, I feel fine just feel I could do with some help.
I received a call today from someone who I thank so much for helping me see her again, but I can’t let him say anything bad about her. It doesn’t matter what she did, it’s ok. It’s me that should be sorry.