So after watching the most addictive tv program ever lol It got me thinking about her…seeing as I know she no longer reads my blogs, I decided I could say this out loud.On walking into the bar on our first date I had no idea it would be a moment that would change my life and I would experience feelings I didn’t know exist.
I write in fear that no words can do her justice this very special girl made life so easy for me to act myself around her. I used to count my lucky stars and I felt honoured to call this girl my girlfriend.
We had some challenging times but I wouldn’t change any of them, as they made us stronger people, these scenarios made me realise I found something in someone I didn’t realise i could find.
With all the hard times I would have probably lived a short life through stress lol but would have done it just to be with the girl version of me.
There are amazing ways to describe her to visually see her beautiful presence is easy to see, but to get to know someone and realise her true beauty is within the heart she has and she shares it with others and this is a special sight to witness.
An I wanna thank her for not only making my journey but making me live my dream. To have been able to have my dream is amazing and I couldn’t have imagined it with anybody else.
I have been down recently as I lost my girlfriend, she let me go due to her being very ill which shattered my heart…but now I’m fine and realise I should just be lucky to have experienced something some people never get too.
I’m grateful to have some incredible memories and I feel so privileged to have said the words I love you.
Through out her ilness she has stayed strong and battled away, she’s cried, she’s been ill she’s smiled and laughed she’s in a strange hospital with strange people eatting food and trying to battle her inner strength and her bravery brings a tear to my eye Iv never been proud of anyone as much as I am of her even now, I don’t know how she’s doing but I’m positive she will be smashing it.
I close my eyes and whisper good night to her every night, we may no longer be together but I haven’t stopped praying for her health and strength.